What do you actually chase in life? Food for thought.
Defining Happiness!
Hey hey. You are now visiting vaniahosen.blogspot.com, and you probably know that already.
This blog is made by a nineteen years old girl named Vania to accommodate her randomness and madness. She usually blabs a lot here when she is desperate and sad.
Also, when she has no one to share her troubled mind with, here is the site she visits the most, types a lot, and ends up erasing everything; and she still thinks this is fun!
She always tries to be positive and thankful of her life at all times, even when it gets hard.
She worries about things much, even though knowing that this ain't good. She has lots of flaws, she admits them, and currently on the process to fix them.
Shit happens, but she believes every hardships will come to an end.
-That's me
I believe someday everybody will come to a phase where relationship is needed not because of lust, but because of the need to share your trouble mind with.
to talk with and listen to each other.
to actually believe and realize that you are someone's somebody.
to be reminded that even people comes and goes, there must be somebody who stays.
and to keep the faith that you are not alone.
another song up in the list
Saturday, April 14, 2012 || 4:18 AM
So, I found this song. at 4 am in the morning.
It's so soothing.
You just have to believe.
me want this. sweet.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012 || 12:16 AM
Righteousness
|| 12:10 AM
Like what I've always said
Why should I be normal if normality is only measured by majority?
I just don't get it.
Why shall I go for majority?
Why shall I be you?
a published draft.
Saturday, March 24, 2012 || 12:39 PM
I'm tired.
I know nagging and complaining wont change a thing.
But emotionally, I'm super exhausted.
Being haunted by deadlines is too much for me.
I aint ready yet for this war.
First time ever, I wished that If only I wasnt given this much responsibility.
Sometimes I wished, if only being blamed would solve a thing.
I'm tired of given so much obligations, and ends up being blame even after doing my best.
It already exceeds my limit. I've stretched my limit to my maximum, but what if even after that you still cant make it out?
depressed. the pressure is to high.
Counting days, another monday is coming. and i really hate that.
I want to escape but it seemed to be in a dead locked.
Grace alone, with God supplies. Strength unknown, He will provide.
Therefore, I do not lose heart, cause God is with me.
I'm not walking alone in this rocky road.
I should have being thankful instead.
"But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body."
-2 Corinthians 4:7-10
who says life is easy?
who says life is not going to be on a rocky road?
life might be twisted, but with sustainable love from God, fear to none, as He is faithful.
